Blog I

There is this notion that once we have everything we ever wanted, then we will be content. However for it me it appeared to be the opposite. The nice home, the fancy car, the 9-5 and all the beautiful friends around me, did not fill the empty feeling I had of needing something more.

And so, on this Friday after talking about it since the middle of the year- I finally made the call that I am packing up and moving to a new country and city… this was not an easy decision.

The anxiety is real. Have I slept since then? No. Is my stomach in knots? Yes. Am I absolutely terrified? Absolutely yes. Do I know it’s the right thing for me? One hundred percent.

The idea that being on top of the world and that is where you peak in life is wrong. I believe that you can change and challenge yourself in small ways or big ways. To stay comfortable is to watch life pass by and no longer participating in it.

I have had an incredible year of growth, my pinnacle year I have described it. Born out of heartbreak and being cheated on numerous times, I forgave myself for abandoning myself, and chose myself over and over- for possibly the first time in my life. This has meant I am now running towards something new, instead of running away from.

I will share a little more about the year that has been, and share the year ahead as it unfolds. But wow. I am so proud of myself!

Let this be your sign to do what makes you nervous!!